Saturday, November 7, 2009

It's aLL aBouT sHoEs

=FLIP FLOPS=




=FLAT SHOES=



=GADIATOR SHOES=




=WEDGE SHOES=



=PLATFORM PUMPS=



=BOOTS=




=CANVAS SHOES=




=SPORT SHOES=






Friday, November 6, 2009

**Love ThiS SonG**

Mocca – On The Night Like This

On the night like this
There’s so many things I want to tell you
On the night like this
There’s so many things I want to show you
Cause when you’re around
I feel safe and warm
When you’re around
I can fall in love every day
In the case like this
There are a thousand good reasons
I want you to stay…

WhY is tHis HappEniNg To mE >_<

Nearly end of this year,
I've completed my studies in Tecnnology Park Malaysia College - September 2009.. I've been applying to further my studies abroad trough IDP and I got lots of offers from the Universities there.. I'm so happy that I've been accepted by them to further my studies at their University..
At first, I thought everything was just fine and I only need to find my study loan to accept my offer.. The hardest one will only be my decision to accept which University to further my studies in Bachelor of Biotechnology..


Suddenly,
the biggest problem came.. Not only towards me but also towards my friends.. At that moment, I was so angry that I regret of studying in TPM.. I was so pissed that I recall everything happened after I finished my SPM till the day I got the offer letter from TPMC that invites me to came on their open day.. When I recall back, on the open day of TPMC during the registration for new students, I and my family was been told by the registrar of TPMC also the representative from MARA that we'll get the loan from MARA once MARA and TPMC were linked together. Since they said that way, my parents didn't hesitate to register me as a new students there. After all things I've been trough in TPMC, after my 2nd semester, MARA and TPMC was legally linked together.. At that time, I and my friends (batch Summer 2007) went to MARA building and ask for the loan.. We were so angry that the staff can simply said that the loan will only be given to the new students (batch 2008 and above).. But, what can we do?? Then I still continue in TPMC using my parents EPF savings.. I felt guilty towards them that they had finished about 30k just to support me and my studies in TPMC.. What caused me to stay study in TPMC is because I'm so happy and excited seeing my seniors whom just finished studying in TPMC and flew to US to continue their degree in Cal-Poly Pomona.. But, until now, what do i do?? Stay at home, do this and that like a maid does.. Urghh, it's so pathetic..


Hurmm, what was the biggest problem after all??
It was my study loan.. I'm searching for loan everywhere with my friends.. We've been trough a hard time to find it.. we've been to all banks where at this moment every banks cut off their study loan and they told us that they dont even know when will the study loan reopen again.. Not only that, I've been to MARA once again, they can simply said that they've change the policies where for undergraduate students like us wont be able to apply for study loan to further abroad.. It's only for students after SPM.. I was so angry that at first, they said this and that, make a promises, but in the end, they make us suffer like this.. How unprofessional they were in their works.. Urghh.. after that, I went to JPA.. They said that i can only apply once i've continue to my choosen uni abroad after a year.. How should it be because I really need the money at first to accept my offer to pay the deposit.. I did ask PTPTN but it's fine coz from beginning I know that they only gave loan for students whom further their studies locally.. I also did apply trough companies but then no answer from them since now.. I was soo frustrated.. The last option came to my mind is that I'll try to find it no matter how hard it will be and maybe i'll go and see our PM or maybe our state minister to ask them for help about this.. wish me luck then coz I really dont want to continue here loacally.. Even my parents dont want to help me anymore coz I've 4 siblings after me and they also need money to continue their studies and i dont want to burden my family once again to support me.. So, I hope for the best and pray for me n my friends to get the loan.. huhuhu >_<